Well World, tomorrow I get my stitches out.
I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I have yet to look at my breasts in the mirror so I haven't seen what they look like front on. I was scared to. Mom say's they look great, but that's a mom's point of view, they're always biast. Tomorrow will be different.
Mom took me bra shopping yesterday. It was really exciting. I haven't been able to buy a bra from Victorias Secret since my sophomore year in high school. Even then it was hard to find one that fit. Buuut, now I can wear any style!!
My brother took me to one of the malls today. We walked around all the stores I like and it was just so neat to know that I'll be able to actually wear different styles of shirts that I couldn't before. I've never wanted to own a tube top shirt, but now that I can wear a strapless bra I'm going to buy one. :-)
Now that the boobs are smaller I'm going to be able to jog longer, and faster, and do a lot of things with ease that I used to have trouble doing. My doctor keeps telling me how losing weight is going to be soo much easier for me to do now that my breasts are smaller. Seeing clothes that I want to wear and being able to actually wear only one sports bra instead of 1-3 to workout is a lot of motivation for me to lose the weight fast. (I've lost another pound since my last update)
Tomorrow mom and Topher leave for New Mexico to visit his college. I wish I could go with them, but I'm staying home with dad and Josie.
That's about it. I'll probably update again tomorrow, letting you know how I'm healing and how the stitch removal went.

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